Obligation

I thought this is what I wanted, but I can't get you off my mind.
Its confusing in a way that makes sense, if that even makes sense.
As I sit here I wonder, where is this going? I just feel obligated to do this.. to be here.
But, I'm an independent woman, I should be able to chose my own path without having to not be forced but... OBLIGATED.
That's the word of the day, obligated.
Everything happens for a reason I guess.
We'll just see where this takes me.

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A Big Lot of Nothing

That's it, pretty much. A. Big. Lot. Of. Nothing! Can't even described my emotions right now.
There all twisted and turned.
Get the hell out.
I'm tired of it, all of it.
AHHH!

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So far so strange

Every breathe I take, every move i make is strange.
All that i can think of is you, which is strange.
We started out great, then got worse and worse as time flew by.
But after a couple years of fighting and split ups, it comes down to this...
"Love is all that i need, when Im lying here in your arms."
We had a fight, broke up because of something that i didnt think was wrong.
I need help? Hell yes I do.
Thinking that we were done, I was going to move on and we were going to live our lives apart..
Then out of no where you still want me?
Stop playing these mind games.
Your a completely different person now..
Your more affectionate, more loving, and more caring.
Your generous and you love me?
It doesnt make sense!
I was an ass and a bitchh, yet you love me?
Whyy?! Please tell me why.
I dont care.... because you love me...
Im not a bitch on purpose, i swear.
Im not trying to push you away, i promise....
And when I say that I love you, I mean it.