Everything happens for a reason

My last post I said I needed to grow up and i needed to get my life together.
So i started.
I am working on going back to school and I got myself a job.
I'm being there more for my son and I'm not messing around anymore.
I'm finding my own apartment also. That part is more difficult then the others but I'm doing it. Its gonna happen.
I'm so happy and proud of myself that I'm always smiling.
I would love to have a boyfriend, but that's just gonna have to wait.
I don't NEED one, i just want one so I'm not alone in that way.
But its OK, nobody NEEDS that, its just a vulnerable thing.
I'm putting my foot out tho, If a guy comes and it just happens, then it happens.
I'm keeping my head held high and nobody can bring me down.
I'm stepping up and becoming more mature every day.

Keep your head up

Its time to grow up.
Its time to look ahead and ask myself, where am I going?
Because so far all of the questions that I ask myself, the answers are blank.
Im trying too hard to be inlove, that I got lost.
Im too worried about how I look and partying, that im loosing faith. But, im working on it. Im keeping my head up and im going to succeed no matter how long it takes. What I want to do in my life, im going to do it. And during the way if I meet a guy and we fall inlove then that's ok(:
Everything happens for a reason.