I hope that one day, other people hope, just like me

Everyday i hope for a better day, i hope that my life will change in ways that nobody can explain... but in good ways.
Id hope that id become rich with lots of money.
Id hope that one day i would be the best mom in the whooleee world.
and i hope that one day ill be comfortable enough to wear a bikini in the summertime JUST because other girls can pull it off.
Certain things that id HOPED i could be are only because other people want me to be them, or are expecting me to be them.
I can only be me.
I can only be the best mom that i can be, and hope that my son knows it.
I can only be rich if i invent some kind of electronic device that makes it so everyone forgets about the world and whats in front of them.
and i can only wear a sexy bikini in the summertime if i work out and eat right, but to tell you the trust, I'm to lazy to work out and i LIKEE a fat greasy cheeseburger from McDonald's.
I know its not right but one day, maybe i will be rich or famous or be the best mom EVERR... or be so slim that OTHER girls are jealous of ME instead the other way around.
But only a girl can dream.